Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in corpse_rape's LiveJournal:

Friday, December 1st, 2006
8:12 pm	I hope this hurts. I hope it really does. Why do people have to bring up hard memories from the past? Like, it fucking sucked once, and i had a shitty time with it, so why live it again? just let it die. god damn. Pissed off and listening to the Acacia Strain.. enough said. Current Mood: angry Current Music: See You Next Teusday-Acacia Strain (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 26th, 2006
1:57 am	I dont even know.. i'm just in a shitty mood tonight.. Last night was horrible. some fucking shitty at a party kept trying to fight everyone.. he was just pissing me off. plus some more personal drama that i didnt really want to deal with but ended up having to. parties are lame. Then tonight was a wild ride. Acacia Strain was beyond amazing.. its always good seeing them. but of course some kid pushed me to the ground, and of course i got into another fight. i honestly dont like fighting.. like seriously, even though it seems to happen a lot with me, i really dont like it.. but its like what can i do when some random shitty pushes me to the ground and then advances on me when i get up? And i was hitting him with the hand i have all the torn ligaments in.. so its not feeling the best right now. i dunno.. night wasnt great. I think im just gonna take it easy at shows for a while, just stand back and bang my head. im getting sick of show drama. i got to see one of my good friends who moved cali who's back for thanksgiving.. but of course she couldnt hang out or anything after the show.. just the way things work out. then i saw Blake mosh naked. that was entertaining.. and no one is answering their phone/texts.. so looks like im sitting inside all night bored off my ass.. I dunno though.. life in the recent weeks has truely been a roller coaster. There's been shome shady friends that are getting on my nerves.. more people quitting on plans as well as other things. cool life i guess. And some friends that are always there for me, which i truely love you guys for. Plus i've made some new friends and rekindled some old friendships, which is always a good thing. I've been loaded down with homework and college applications pretty hardcore the past week or so. its getting horrible. as im writing this and thinking about it, i realize i have two big papers and a movie to do really soon.. School is getting really stressful. i procrastinate too much. but the worst is those college applications. spending 7 hours filling just one of them out and paying 60 bucks for someone to go "hmm... na". Its going to suck when i dont get accepted to the school i want to go to.. Just another thing thats on my mind.. Then other things that i've been thinking about.. just the random oddities of life.. people.. the future.. girls.. men..? yea. just a lot of stuff on my mind.. a lot of situations and just other stuff that i keep going over and over. and then im given a little bit of information on something or find something out and just go through all the worst case scenario things in my head. i over-analyze stuff a lot.. and get pretty high-stressed about it.. you never would really know, cause im kind of a quiet chill person for the most part. but yea. its shitty. Theres a shit ton more on my mind..but i dont really feel like delving into my mind that far at the moment.. theres like 2 people i really want to talk to right now.. but theres a lot of people that are talking to me that i dont really want to. oh well. cool night. took my like 2 hours to finish this. just proves how much of a procrastinator i am. and how lame it is when people dont answer their phone. I'm going to bed. I hope every one had a great night. and the people that made plans with me tonight, i hope your night sucked fucking shit. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Mirrors-Misery Signals (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 24th, 2006
6:37 pm	Real add time ok, so now i have time. This is where i'm pretty much gonna bitch about things.. with no holds barred. i'll admit i hold back a little on myspace because i have family that are on there, but they dont know this.. so fuck em'.. and if they do, fuck em.' First off, I'm sitting here at like 6:00 at night watching the Simpsons and reading Harry Potter, and the Doorbell rings. not once, not twice, but 7 times. in about 10 seconds. It was some little 7 year old cub scout trying to sell me cristmas wreaths. "are your parents here?" no, fuck you. dont come to my house at 6:00 when most people are eating dinner and trying to peddle off your worthless shit just so you can get points to earn whatever shitty prize that little kids want these days. learn some fucking manners and etiquette before you go out if you actually want to sell something, and dont ask someone who looks like me if my parents are home when there's only one car in the diveway.. mommy and daddy wouldnt buy your shit, so why not ask me? oh wait, i'm too pissed off cause i had to run to the door cause usually when people ring it that fucking much it means someone has died. Fuck little kids, and fuck the Cub Scouts. Another thing, One of the things i hate the most is when people make plans to hang out with you, and then they break them. its been happening to me a lot lately for some reason, and it fucking sucks. Like, its understandable if we made plans a week ago and you call the day before and are like "i cant hang out tomorrow, i havea really important thing going on tomorrow." Dont call me at 2 and make plans with me for like 5, then call me at 6 and tell me you cant hangout anymore.. just fucking annoyed right now. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Watching the Simpson (1 Comment |Comment on this)
4:59 pm	Oh wow.. over 2 years since i've posted in this.. holy shit.. haha. I was an angry 16 year old. I just realized this. Well, i'm gonna work on adding in this a lot.. so add me fuckers! I'll post when i have more time Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: It Dies Today (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
2:27 pm	cruise as some of you know, i'm am not at school. if you are wondering where i am, i am chilling in a little place called barbados. i just got done scuba diving, and now i'm chilling in the internet cafe. its legal to gamble, and i'm up about 400 bucks. it fucking rules. well, its a buck a minute to be on the internet, so you all should email me. bleeding_through2144@yahoo.com. peace (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
11:12 pm	christmas eve... yea, so i hate my family, and i'm pretty sure they hate me too. i was at a family thing tonight, and they all wanted me to pray before we ate, so i came out and told them that i was an athiest. wow, wrong thing to say. every one just glared at me. so i was like fuck this and left. so i dont think i'm going to get presents tomorrow, but oh well. yea, so like 5 days till las vegas. score. Current Mood: angry Current Music: as i lay dyng (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003
12:21 pm	first entry, woo hoo yea, so i'm dan. nothing big. i'm into hardcore(sex and music;) )haha. umm. i'm cool. not the hottest thing in the world though. but i try. umm.. i'm single. ha. so if any single ladies out there, give me a holler at bleeding_through2144@yahoo.com or aim sn dontputitin. if your skeptical, you can see what i look like if you go to facethejury.com and look up dotputitin. so yea.. i drum. i'm pretty decent. yea, thats about it. just give me a holler sometime Current Mood: unloved Current Music: nehemiah (Comment on this)